Light the world with my dark expression…
Why can’t we get what we want? The world spins in an array of self acclimation yet we seem to never get what we “want”.
What if what we think we want isn’t really what we want? I sometimes when angry, wish that person was hurt but later after I have calmed down, the hatred is gone.
With such flip flop “wants” how would the universe ever know what to give us?
Karma?
Why so mean?
Can you forgive?
What do I have to do to get this forgiveness?
Maybe it looks at our lifestyle choices and makes its gift offerings based of that. Or maybe it can see past our outside “wants” and looks directly into our heart’s desires.
We get what we live and we get what we give. If we live a certain way, we get consequences, good or bad.
Sing oh speaker of hearts what I desire and what I can do to get it.
Sing speaker.
I will live in my lifestyle of love and the king of the peace and love in my heart will give love in return.
I shall give love, set my heart of peace and worship desire.
I hope in return I get what love can bring.
[She seems so close. But is she the one who will bring me love and complete my heart? Is the Christmas song of peace really the woman of my heart? What desire of my heart speaks to my body of her? Speak oh speaker; speak! Alas, why can I not just ignore and wait for her to come to me? Why God of empty thoughts and prolonging passion do you bother me!? Set my heart straight if indeed it is broken!]